-David Foster Wallace
November 12, 2010
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"...if you really learn how to pay attention, then you will know there are other options. It will actually be within your power to experience a crowded, hot, slow, consumer-hell type situation as not only meaningful, but sacred, on fire with the same force that made the stars: love, fellowship, the great mystical oneness of all things deep down. Not that that mystical stuff is necessarily true. The only capital-T True is that you get to decide how you're gonna try to see it. This, I submit is the freedom of a real education...You get to consciously decide what has meaning and what doesn't. You get to decide what to worship. Because here's something else that's weird but true: in the day-to-day trenches of adult life, there is actually no such thing as atheism. There is no such thing as not worshipping. Everybody worships. The only choice we get is what to worship. And the compelling reason for maybe choosing some sort of god or spiritual-type thing to worship..is that pretty much anything else you worship will eat you alive. If you worship money and things, if they are where you tap real meaning in life, then you will never have enough, never feel you have enough. It's the truth. Worship your body and beauty and sexual allure and you will always feel ugly. And when time and age start showing, you will die a million deaths before they finally grieve you. On one level, we all know this stuff already. It's been codified as myths, proverbs, cliche's, epigrams, parables; the skeleton of every great story...Worship power, you will end up feeling weak and afraid, and you will need ever more power over others to numb you to your own fear. Worship your intellect, being seen as smart, you will end up feeling stupid, a fraud, always on the verge of being found out. The insidious thing about these forms of worship is that they are default settings. They're the kind of worship you just gradually slip into, day after day, getting more and more selective about what you see and how you measure value without ever being fully aware that that's what you're doing. And the so-called real world will not discourage you from operating on your default settings, because the so-called real world of men and money and power hums merrily along in a pool of fear and anger and frustration and craving and worship of self. Our own present culture has harnessed these forces in ways that have yielded extraordinary wealth and comfort and personal freedom... The really important kind of freedom involves attention and awareness and discipline, and being able truly to care about other people and to sacrifice for them over and over in myriad petty, unsexy ways every day...It is about the real value of a real education, which has almost nothing to do with knowledge, and everything to do with simple awareness; awareness of what is so real and essential, so hidden and in plain sight all around us, all the time, that we have to keep reminding ourselves over and over: "This is water."
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If I read this right, I've offended you. I only mean to push not plunder. I don't expect any one of you to look away from your truth or your morals or your sense of right and wrong. The opposite is true, if anything. But indeed, I don't expect anything from any of you. It is for you to have the expectations; I am only a member of this small online photo community, just like the rest of you. And what I push for is that truth, morals, right and wrong be questioned. Questioned not so that one may turn away from oneself, but so that one may embrace yet more, see yet more, be yet more, understand yet more, so much more of one's self.
If I have offended you, Jackson, I'm sorry you feel offended. I wouldn't want to be the cause of this. But I can't apologize for pushing. It is my cause, to push. It is my cause to show as many people as I can (very much including myself) that we can escape the myriad constructions set forth as truth in favor of conquering delusion, beginning anew, even if anew looks in all ways like the old.
If after questioning all I've ever been told is true and moral and right I remain exactly who I am, believe exactly now what I believed then, then that is OK. But if I question and see illusion or rickety scaffolding and then turn away in fear, flee, or worse, climb that rickety scaffolding, I have failed. And I am as good as dead.
I am always here for you, even if I anger you.
Well done. Obviously the above is no longer necessary. I'll contact you soon.
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